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So yeah... out of the middle of nowhere yesterday, pretty much, I got a headache that then got much much worse as the night progressed and then ended up having to run to the bathroom (on my still slightly-sore sprained ankle) and barf my guts out.
So I be sick. And I dun feel like writing my big doggy update here, still, heh. ...But I sure as heck also don't feel like going and getting my homework done, lulz. Even though finals week is coming up and I need to get stuffs done for it sooner rather than later. I'm hoping I'm not stressing myself into sickness but... I dunno, after some of the really awful days I had just prior to rejoining WWS, it seems horribly likely. (Though in that case you'd think the sickness would come along when the stress and freak-out-ness were worst, wouldn't you?) I hate my health...I wish it would just shut up and behave already, heh, and then I could shut up about it too and get on with my life. YEARS of wanting it to just go back to normal, now, although there are times I think on other people who do not have that hope of being back to normal healthiness, ever, and ought to count myself lucky. (Hard to remember that in the middle of some of this stuff, though.)
I'm just deathly sick of the school thing, most of the time. ...And I won't be getting that much of a break before my fall classes, and I still need to go through the catalog again with fresh eyes and drop the classes my parents have decided to bitch about and maybe find something else to replace them. Or maybe not, I don't know; it all just feels like so much more wasted effort than it used to. Ugh. And this fall my boyfriend is also starting classes, which is good but a more selfish me is already thinking that's going to mean less time with him, especially since he's also working part-time... yeah. : 0-/ he's part of what keeps me sane, though. (Or close enough to sane, lol.) It's a good thing I've rejoined WWS, I'm thinking, even if I'm worried about fitting in RP when fall classes start coming up. It's a motivating, saneifying thing as well, though (ironically : 0-P ). Even thinking I wantneed to bring Bryndel back soon maybe, heh, but I'm going to hold off on that for a little while until I can be more sure of having the time AND after I figure out some IC things for her and...stuff. 3: 0-P
Viceroy is going to be fun to play, I think, meantime. Even if his threads aren't moving quite fast enough for my tastes already. X 0-) Trying not to make/join too many more, though, because I'm trying to be certain not to overload and I do, after all, need to be doing schoolstuff, too, not just posting. <.<;; But yes. Having fun dreaming up stuff for him. And hoping he'll generate a bit of drama in his time, too, lol, which hopefully will be fun to write as well as to read. But we'll see; I'm letting him unfold more naturally, as much as I can. But I also has plans. 3: 0-) Even if they are still tentative and unformed as of yet.
So I be sick. And I dun feel like writing my big doggy update here, still, heh. ...But I sure as heck also don't feel like going and getting my homework done, lulz. Even though finals week is coming up and I need to get stuffs done for it sooner rather than later. I'm hoping I'm not stressing myself into sickness but... I dunno, after some of the really awful days I had just prior to rejoining WWS, it seems horribly likely. (Though in that case you'd think the sickness would come along when the stress and freak-out-ness were worst, wouldn't you?) I hate my health...I wish it would just shut up and behave already, heh, and then I could shut up about it too and get on with my life. YEARS of wanting it to just go back to normal, now, although there are times I think on other people who do not have that hope of being back to normal healthiness, ever, and ought to count myself lucky. (Hard to remember that in the middle of some of this stuff, though.)
I'm just deathly sick of the school thing, most of the time. ...And I won't be getting that much of a break before my fall classes, and I still need to go through the catalog again with fresh eyes and drop the classes my parents have decided to bitch about and maybe find something else to replace them. Or maybe not, I don't know; it all just feels like so much more wasted effort than it used to. Ugh. And this fall my boyfriend is also starting classes, which is good but a more selfish me is already thinking that's going to mean less time with him, especially since he's also working part-time... yeah. : 0-/ he's part of what keeps me sane, though. (Or close enough to sane, lol.) It's a good thing I've rejoined WWS, I'm thinking, even if I'm worried about fitting in RP when fall classes start coming up. It's a motivating, saneifying thing as well, though (ironically : 0-P ). Even thinking I wantneed to bring Bryndel back soon maybe, heh, but I'm going to hold off on that for a little while until I can be more sure of having the time AND after I figure out some IC things for her and...stuff. 3: 0-P
Viceroy is going to be fun to play, I think, meantime. Even if his threads aren't moving quite fast enough for my tastes already. X 0-) Trying not to make/join too many more, though, because I'm trying to be certain not to overload and I do, after all, need to be doing schoolstuff, too, not just posting. <.<;; But yes. Having fun dreaming up stuff for him. And hoping he'll generate a bit of drama in his time, too, lol, which hopefully will be fun to write as well as to read. But we'll see; I'm letting him unfold more naturally, as much as I can. But I also has plans. 3: 0-) Even if they are still tentative and unformed as of yet.
